youalwayslovedher

i watched you walk away as i felt my heart break i fell to my knees screaming your name i knew now it was all just a game. you swore to me you loved me yet your leaving me cause you love her. i feel the cold blade against my skin and i pray that god will bring you back again.i see the red dripping off the ends of my fingers and i remember every kiss that lingers.i was stupid to ignore the look in your eyes and the sound of your voice when you lied.i should have walked away when i had the chance yet i just looked away with a quick glance.maybe now that i am gone and i took my last breath you will know my love for you lead me to my death.

& when you leave to start your new life
i hope you think back and remember me
cause ill still be waiting

and i always wondered why i never saw myself in your eyes. and finally after my heart was broken and my tears wouldnt stop you told me..
"i just always loved her not you"