i don't know why i can't
get it through my head
that
he doesn't love
me
he never will love me
and he never has loved me
so why can't i just get over him?
move on, theres other boys in the world
maybe its because i have never met someone so
beautiful, so
loving, kind, and generous
maybe because i think hes the one
now, i don't understand this:
if god meant for us to find
our soulmate,
the one we love, then why doesn't the one i love
love me back?
~venting, lazy with colors ;
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