Dear mom have you ever noticed the way ive been shaking lately?

Dear mom
have you ever noticed the way ive been shaking lately?
the three knives missing from the kitchen?
the pins and needles gone from your drawer?
how i never come downstairs anymore?
the look in my eyes?
The sound of my voice?
Its completely different.
Have you noticed the long sleeves and sweatshirts everyday?
The Armwarmers?
The bandaids?
The blood? Huh?
Have you? No?
Well i didnt think so...