It's no longer me that you want. & i'm beginning

It's no longer me that you want.
& i'm beginning to think that it never was. you meant everything to me. don't you know that? everyday, i would wake up with a smile on my face because i knew you were mine. mine to hold, mine to kiss, mine to hold hands with, mine to hug, mine to love. now that you're gone, what do i have? we said we would stay friends. but let's be honest here, we both know that that will never work out. you thought i used you, that i just went out with you for attention. little did you know that you meant everything to me. you said you would never break up with me and that either i break up with you, or we're together forever. funny how things change isn't it? you're the one i went to. for everything. no matter what it was, i would go to you. i trusted you with my life. with everything i told you, i knew that it was safe with you. but was it really? i mean, you broke every other promise you made, so why not tell all your friends everything i ever told you? i don't care what you think.. i really did care about you... i still do. have a nice life. </3

ugh sorry, just needed to vent :/