yesterday, i believed we were perfect; i
dreamed about us being together forever. but today, i just dream of
us being together. simply together. and every single second, i just
pray that u change ur mind and that u'll love me again. but it didn't
happen yet. what do u mean by us "taking a break"? do u
mean it in the way that most guys do? that u like someone else and
u're
using time as ur excuse? and how could u mean everything u said yet
feel like it was all lies? so u didn't love me at all? well of
course u didn't. because if u did, u wouldn't have hurt me
like this. and u did hurt me. a lot. i would cry every second if my
mom didn't forbid me from it. if i were in
tokyo, i
would have. but why? did i do something? did i say something? or
was it just that u met someone else? because i don't think
people just wake up in the morning one day and decide to stop
loving others. i made the hugest mistake in trusting u that much.
but it's not my fault. you made me trust u. you
promised me that we'd be together forever. you said we
would get married someday. and you promised me that
u'd never
break up with me. and i believed all that. u are
rich, honey. rich in lies. u can't just tell me stuff like
that. i really thought u were different but i'm guessing
u're not.
u disappointed me. really, u did. because i was thinking that maybe
i'll
never have to listen and sympathize with taylor swift songs because our
relationship would be perfect. and now, here i am, listening to
forever and always over and over again. but hey, that's teenage
love right? guys made up of lies tell us things, and we believe
them; then they go ahead and crush our hearts. so it's
obviously my fault for believing u, right? it's my fault that u
broke up with me. well i'm sorry. sorry that we're just like every
teenage couple out there. ordinary. and again, that disappoints me.
but u probably don't care right? and just like every other
teenage relationship, i still love you. because when i said
i'd love
you forever, i meant it. because i mean what i say, and i
keep my promises. at least, i kept all of the promises i gave u.
and even though i know u won't take me back after this summer,
because i know u're just like other guys, i'll wait for u.
i'll
always wait for u. forever, just like i promised.
sorry, i just really needed to get this off my mind.