What I say to a guy that cheated on
me....
& don't bother talking to me
ever. & I hope you know that we were close. You were a good
memory for me. but you'll be a bad one when you tell people
about what I do. I realize that now. But you know I like to know
things especially like that. I would find out eventually. You do
not realize how much it hurt to find out that everything was fake
and you didn't ever care. That brought everything in my life
down. I never expected that. It hurts. I go through life alone
now, with only a razor as my friend. It's hard. Life is hard.
I go to bed feeling like I don't deserve to get up in the
morning as the blood dries. I don't feel like walking or
talking. I never stopped hating myself. That's the only true
person I hate. I wish it was easier, I really do, but it's
not.now you're going to and i'm not strong. so there goes
my life.
I think I got my point across,