Stand Up. Part 1, Chapter 5. “He takes your hand, I die

“He takes your hand, I die a little. I watch your eyes,
and I’m in riddles. Why don’t you look at me like that?”


If you saw how I reacted about Niall kissing me
on the CHEEK, imagine me now. My brain: “GOAHSGBOSDFHG
OASDHGFODSHFOASDHGOCXNOVNJODSHAGF
NIALL HORAN JUST KISSED YOU OH MY GOD
FOASDGHOSDFHGOASDFHGOSFHGSFOHSDOFHSD BE
COOL BE COOL HE’LL THINK YOU’RE A FREAK IF
YOU DON’T STOP EXPLODING BUT HOLY GOD HJASDOVGAGHSDFO
THAT WAS FANTASTIC!!!!! I wonder if he liked it? His lips
felt like CLOUDS. Pure happiness and magic and blankets=NIALL’S
LIPS. Goodness gracious, he’s a god.” Yeah. I’m weird. Right
after we kissed I bit my lip to keep me from grinning from ear to
ear. He probably knew, because he laughed a little when he
saw me looking at him again.”You wanna go somewhere else?”
he asks. “Nopeeeeee!” I say, snuggling up against him. “Hehe,”
I giggle, “you’re warmmmmmm.” I look up to see him smiling at
me and then he gave the top of my head a kiss. I am NOT getting
tired of these kisses; in  fact, I could get used to them! “C’monnnn,”
he says, nudging me to get up. “I want to go to the book store!”
I stir a bit, “The book store?” I ask surprised. “Yeup,” he states,
smiling down at me. I like it there.” We got up and he immediately
started holding my hand again. I could get used to this, too. By now
I wasn’t freaking out as much, until I saw them. Julia and Jason.
My two most favourite people ever. Julia knows who One
Direction is. She’s even in love with Niall. Perfect. As soon
as I saw them, I stopped in my tracks, eyes wide. “What’s wrong?”
Niall asks me, suddenly sounding scared. “N-N-Nothing,” I stutter,
and then I take a long pause. “No,” Niall protests, “I want you to
tell me. Please?” “Fine. Jason and Julia are over there,” I answer.
“Where?” Niall asks, looking around. “You’re going to make it
obvious! Stop!” I tell him. “As soon as she sees you, she’ll
definitely come over here.” “Uh, why’s that?” Niall asks. But I didn’t
have a chance to answer because she came running over,
dragging Jason behind her. “Ohhhhmiiigaawwwdd!!!” Julia exclaims,
but my face stays stern. “Briiii-annnnn-ahhhh!!! Girl! I haven’t
seen you in sooooo long!” She tries acting like nothing happened,
“How are you?!!?!?” I answer in a monotone, “I’m doing fine, but—“
“Yeah, whatever,” she says sounding uninterested, but looking at Niall.
She bites her lip than asks, “Who’s your friend?” while she makes
her hand-person walk up his chest. “Oh,” I say, annoyed, “you
know d*mn well who this is, and I suggest you leave him alone.”
“What?” she says in a little girl voice, “don’t be jealous I can
take any guy away from you without even trying. Isn’t that right?”
Now she’s playing with my emotions, and Niall can tell. “Dude,”
Niall says to Jason, “you’re girlfriend is a wh*re.” Things are
starting to turn around! Jason also got a surprised look on
his face. “You should’ve stayed with what you had,” Niall
continues. “Brianna is much better than her. I mean really, where
did you pick her up? The junk yard? Or the usual street corner?”
I started laughing even harder now. Then Niall gets more serious,
“Nobody breaks my baby’s heart.” “Awwwwwhhhhh, isn’t that f*cking
sweet?” Julia asks, mocking us. “Why don’t you two go make out
or something?” Then she laughs her stupid little laugh. I
noticed Jason kept looking towards me, and would look away
whenever I looked back. He’s so dumb. I’m finally happy. I bet
he regrets what he did. Niall replied to Julia, “I think we will.”
Then he looks at me and smiles, and of course, I smile back.
Then he grabs me and kisses me, only not as cautious as the first
time, a little more forceful. I wrapped my arms around his neck and
he grabbed my waist and we started kissing. Not just kissing
like *mwah* little ones, but like *sdofsdofhsdofsdaofjsdofsjaodjofod*
tounge action kisses. (By the way, I was freaking out big time.
I mean.. BIG TIME.) Take the best kisser you could imagine,
and make them a 3475073405347 times better kisser. That’s
Niall. “Ugh!” Julia yelled and pulled him away from me. “Well
if you get bored of that little b*tch, just call me,” and she also
gave a wink. Niall turns to Jason, laughing, “Are you going to
take this sh*t? Yeah, good luck with your dog. And I don’t mean
the fluffy thing you have at your house.” Jason’s face seemed really
angry, but he didn’t have time to talk because Julia dragged him
off, stomping her feet on the tiles. “Woo!” I yelled as Niall reached
in to hug me. We held each other for a long time, and this
moment is the happiest one in such a long time.
We pulled away for a second and kissed again.
 
This is the boy I’ve been looking for for a LONG time.