And I was sitting next to them in the room and they weren't

And I was sitting next to them in the room
and they weren't talking to me 
just about me
and then I wasn't even real
and then I was "anorexia"
and they wouldn't even call me by my name
so apparently I'm just "Anorexia" now
and they're wrong
because anorexic girls arent fat
and I'm fat
and they force me to eat
and they watch me eat
and I want to be sick.
I am a real person
I am not just "Anorexia"
It hurts