there came many times
in my life where i wondered "whats the
point?" theres so much dramas, so many
stupid things that are stopping me from having
fun, even though they shouldn't. things will
happen. I will fall in and out of love with people,
celebrities and fictional characters, i will cry and go into
the depths of despair. and right now, that's how i feel.i
feel like i am so fed up with everyone and
everything and i just want to listen to music
and watch my favourite shows and go to my
favourite concerts and travel
the world and go on horse back on a huge
adventure and so much more. but i can't. not
yet. i have to "make a life for myself" and thats the
problem with society. it's so caught up with traditions and
boring stuff and then and only then can we have fun. but by the
time we settle down, get a job, earn money.. it'll feel like
it's too late. that's what i dont want.
i don't want to feel like that. i want to get
a job when i'm ready, i want to do all these so called
"necessities" for myself when i want to. i want
everything to be right on queue in my terms. i
want it to be perfect. and maybe im the only
girl in the world who feels like this or maybe im one of
millions, but it makes sense to me. and thats what should
matter.
We all have that song that is our guilty pleasure,
it is not in our regular genre group.
Nor does it sound like anything on your playlist.
You might even hate the artist,
but you just like the song.
