what i
dont get:
-is how somebody can
say 'i hate my dad' or something
like that, cause honestly this is just a vent but i haven't
seen
my dad in 10 years and i dont remember him, i was only
5
when me and my mam moved away but what makes it worse
is that i know nothing about him except his name and what
he looked like when i last saw him. A few days ago i tried
to
find out his birthday by looking in my birth certificate, but
he
wasn't even listed as my dad, it was just my mum. tears
rolled
down my face and i didn't know what to do. I wanted to ask
my
mum about when his birthday is but every time i think
about
talking about him i cry and i know this isn't the worst
problem
in the world, im not dying and i don't have some disease
that
stops me from doing what i want, its nothing serious but to
me
it is. the fact that i don't have a dad to celebrate
fathers day with
or a dad who tells me to stay away from boys or a dad
who's
overprotective makes me feel like a part of me is missing.
I don't know if people have stopped reading this yet but if
you
haven't thanks for taking time to listen to me. Alot of
people can relate to this and i'd like to know how i can
over come the fact that i want to cry every time i think of
him.
♥