Alibis...
From the scrapes and bruises to the familiar abuses, I'll kick and scream , but it never changes anything...
I could spill my guts out, Wearing my best little girl pout and I almost missed it, but nobody said that this was gonna be easy..."
This is not the man I hoped to be and I'm just trying to stop the bleeding I don't know how to word it, I just started to deserve it, and all my, all my faces are Alibis. And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be....
Most times it all comes out wrong, I don't know the words the words, but I'll hum along, There's nothing familiar here anymore , To anyone or anything enough to feel alive.
And I still taste that sickness, and it makes me crazy without it at best, But I'm in the same place I used to be, But I'm trying harder not to be...
This is not the man I hoped to be and I'm just trying to stop the bleeding, I don't know how to word it, I just started to deserve it, and all my, all my faces are Alibis. And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be...So what am I? What am I? So What am I?
And all my, all my faces are Alibis. This is not the man I hoped to be and I'm just trying to stop the bleeding, I don't know how the words go, I just started not to say no.
Don't want it, don't get it I know you won't regret it. Don't surface, Don't surface, and I'm feeling so damn worthless. Another day is gone and all my faces are Alibis. All my face are Alibis.
And me, I'm half the man I wanted to be......
I feel like I'm stuck;
My life is the same thing every day it seems,
I need a change,
I'm tired of feeling one emotion all the time.
