"and then i found
out how hard it is to really change. even hell can get comfy once
you've settled in. i just wanted the numb inside me to leave.
no matter how f.ucked up you get the sun will return and you come
back down. the funny thing is all i ever wanted, i already had...
there's glimpses of heaven in every day, in the friends i
have, in the music i make, the love that i feel. i just had to
start again."
- oliver sykes