Hey
Witty, Feel Free To Ignore This, Just Do What You Do.
Well many of you know me as Kim, I know a lot of you, and many of
you know me. Many of you, Dont. But this gives me a chance. I
never get a chance to tell you who I really am. Well, I live with
Jacy, And Andii. My two bestfriends, Perfect right? No, not
really. I wake up, And look at myself. I never say "Oh im
beautiful" or "Oh wow, i look good today" Never. I
used to, but that all changed, My boyfriend passed away, One of
my best friends was in the hospital with Heart issues,Then my
friend hung herself. Great huh? I just want to make one point
across, Dont bully. What if thats the LAST thing you say to them?
My point. Danni was my best friend. She was my sister. I loved
her. Same with Cody, I loved them both. So much. In one week,
that happened. I thought my life was over. But it wasnt, I Had
friends to lean on, i had people to talk to. I have Lindsey,Jacy,
Sean, Andii, Myki, Aaron, Jordan and many others. Those people
right there, that are listed, are amazing. They always made me
smile. [:
And Thats What I Needed.
ILoveYouGuys.♥
There is no love
Like the love of a DrumCaptian and
her Drumline Kids.
My little group of
percussioners. You did great! I'm so proud of you guys.
I'm going to miss you next year. Don't fret little ones.
I'm comming back to help for tryouts; and I'll be there
at all of your preformances. I have never met a group of people
quite like you guys. You dominated tonight! I don't think
I've ever cried at my band. But since I'm comming close
to the end of the line; I'm getting sappy. I cried at
football homecomming when I played the Dickson fight song one
last time on that ghetto football field. I cried when I played
basketball homecomming and I saw all of you playing. I cried even
more when I saw Sean doing stickflips. I watched you guys
mature and get better at your instraments. Blah; I'm crying
now. Moral of this? I love you
guys.
Six Months Today..
And dollface; it's been rough.
I miss you a lot. I still wish you were hear with me today. It
sucks that I can't see your smiling face anymore. But I know
you would want me to stay strong. Before I picked up Jordan; I
sat at the park. And I cried. Like I usually do; but I cried
even more because it's been half a year already. Then; I left
flowers on your grave. And I made sure they weren't those
ugly yellow flowers you don't like. And you know; this might
sound strange But I read to you kind of. I pulled out that
HungerGames book you never finished and I read a couple of
chapers to you today. I won't quit reading until I've
read them all to you. I miss you Maddie. I know you aren't
comming to see me anytime soon. But I'll be up there with you
before you know it. I can't wait to see you dear. You gotta
show me around.
I know you can't read this but I just wanted to let you
know, I love you. So so much. I didn't think I could
live without you; and lemme tell you, it's hard. But I think
I'll make it though. I miss you a lot.
Rest In Peace
Maddie Rhian Nelson <3