LeftInTheDark

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Joined: January 26, 2012
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Hi. I seriously hate life. My friends ignore me a lot...we barely ever talk. So much for friends, right? My family usually yells and fights with each other all the time. We also ignore each other a lot and it's usually the same small talk that's ever spoken.  ("How was school?" "How was your day?" etc.)  Unless I'm at my mom's, that is. But I really don't want to move in with her because of my life here (my town sucks though, but still, I'm gonna end up leaving here someday.) and also because she ahd her boyfriend (pretty sure he is 'cause you don't normally move in with a guy like that) smoke, so it smells like crap. I also hate myself. A LOT.  So much for life. Whoop-de-freaking-do.

Quotes by LeftInTheDark




I AM
WELL SUITED FOR ERASING,

fading into hazy...


 

I am just another number, stack me up I'll crumble, and drift along. I am just another nothing, light me up I'll fall in, and then be gone.
 
I always feel like crying...but I never can let the tears out for some reason..
I wanna go back in time...
to when I was younger...
my parents would still be together...
I wouldn't be drifting away from all my friends...
I wouldn't be completely and utterly disgusted with myself...
I would be happy...
there wouldn't be as much drama...
I wouldn't want to die...

So on Friday, at school, there was this activity night that my school has about each month.
My friends would just be talking and having fun while I would just be standing there near them. I'm so much like a third wheel it's not even funny.
Also, I lightly hit my friend, and she whacked me on the head twice, and harder than when I hit her. That was basically the most action for me that night, other than that I was standing around like a third wheel. So much for friends.

 


 

    sorry but i don't see a reason for breathing anymore.

I don't
want to
live anymore.

 

 




I don't even know who I am anymore.


 
I Know It's True.
You don't have to pretend anymore.
I am the annoying friend you all
secretly hate..

 

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