Ashley
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I
like to take things s l o w.
I wanted
to g e
t t o k n o w y o
u fist.
But then she c a m
e i n t o the
picture.
As soon as you and y o u
r e x b r o k e
up.
Not even o n
e d a y and you
choose her.
I warned you of t h
e c h e a t e r she
is.
I warned you of t
h e l i a r she
is.
I just w i s
h you would have
l i s t e n e
d.
You're constantly in my ear.
"Everybody hates me. Kill me
now."
I tell you time and time again,
"It's not funny. Please don't
joke about that."
But you never listen.
Every thing's a joke to you.
To you it might not be such a big deal...
but to me
It's something I have to deal with
every single day.
As simple as I
can,
I'll tell you the difference between a
pencil and a pen and where it will
leave us.
Now as your body lets you die,
I sit here still alive.
In my memory I wrote you down in
ink,
I never wanted to erase your
story
even with the tragedy it brings.
The fluid in your lungs that tells
you,
you're losing,
stop breathing.
The medicine that comes
will fix you,
will help you.
But takes you from conscious
to sleep
place my hands to face and weep.
Emery - Returning the Smile You Have Had from the Start