I don't know if
you've ever felt like that.
That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years.
Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do
exist. Or something like that. I think wanting
that is very morbid, but I want it when I get
like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I
just want it all to stop spinning. If this gets
any worse, I maight have to go back to
the doctor. It's getting that bad again.
Love always,
Charlie