andtorrsaid

Let me tell you a little about myself:
Im Victoria - 17, Carefree. I answer to two names; Victoria, or Tori. I wont tell you not to "waste" your time on me, because thats exactly what I want you to do. Im currently in a fantastic relationship with RyanMichaelFeinman!<3 I dont need to get a Mohawk or punch some walls to show how hardcore I am. Im that one girl with the tiny body and loud voice. Im extremely insecure and I constantly need to be reassured that things will be okay. I try my best not to let people get to me but I usually fail. Im not afraid to tell you if you have something stuck in your teeth. I have a crush on my iPod, its getting pretty serious. I dont party like its 1999 so dont invite me. I have a hard time being serious. Im extremely short and can never see at concerts. I have a slight temper and will threaten to hurt you if you make me mad. I hold grudges. I express myself through writing; I write poetry, stories, and random journal entries which you can read online. Im deathly afraid of ants. Im a super perverted and will laugh at anything thats inappropriate. Blessings seem to come in the strangest forms. I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go.Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they go right. You believe lies so you learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes... Good things fall apart so better things can fall together but its all about putting your heart where your mouth is. Im more stubborn then an eight month old baby. Sometimes music is the only thing that gets my mind off everything else. Im not average in any meaning of the word. My boundaries are made up of limitless lines. My simplest ally often becomes my enemy when misconstrued thoughts take over. My defenses are what keep me sane, vulnerability being my worst fear in this world. Simple things become tiring, such as writing this. For once I am willing to show that I can string words together without being "laid back" all the time. I enjoy my personality, but not my own company. I only fully trust one person, I cant explain why, but I have a hard time believing that people are telling the whole truth or being them selves 110% of the time. I tend to feel sorry for people and I have only recently learned how to say no without feeling bad. And in closing Im the best thing since canned peaches ;).