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Meh. My boyfriend passed away recently in a car accident and he was like one of the only things that were keeping me sane so it's been very hard

Well its great that you have found something that you feel like you can do. I doubt I'll be doing any exams any time soon, not with everything that's been going on tbh

Wanna talk about it?

Meh. My boyfriend passed away recently in a car accident and he was like one of the only things that were keeping me sane so it's been very hard

Ooh sounds fun;) well my minds pretty messed up any way so school and learning doesn't really suit it ngl

So is mine, but It's still capable of surprising me from time to time

Well its great that you have found something that you feel like you can do. I doubt I'll be doing any exams any time soon, not with everything that's been going on tbh

Wanna talk about it?

Meh. My boyfriend passed away recently in a car accident and he was like one of the only things that were keeping me sane so it's been very hard

Only I guess? That certainly doesn't sound too good. Urgh I can not even be bothered to go on to uni or college or whatever, I think I might just get a job when I leave school

Well, I find it a waste if people with a brain don't use it. and I have to stand by my own principles don't I?

I have a very analytical mind, a problem-solver, if you know what I mean, so I'm studying engineering.
and I like it, it's a challenge. A tough one, since I already failed my first exam.

But I really enjoy using my head, getting a problem I can't fix. The only issue is all the maths you need...XD

Ooh sounds fun;) well my minds pretty messed up any way so school and learning doesn't really suit it ngl

So is mine, but It's still capable of surprising me from time to time

Well its great that you have found something that you feel like you can do. I doubt I'll be doing any exams any time soon, not with everything that's been going on tbh

Wanna talk about it?

Meh. My boyfriend passed away recently in a car accident and he was like one of the only things that were keeping me sane so it's been very hard

Hey, remember me? I doubt it ngl, we haven't talked in a while. How are you?

Don't worry, I remember you. I'm doing fine, I guess.

College, finding my own place, so that's good.

It's just, college is damn hard XD

Only I guess? That certainly doesn't sound too good. Urgh I can not even be bothered to go on to uni or college or whatever, I think I might just get a job when I leave school

Well, I find it a waste if people with a brain don't use it. and I have to stand by my own principles don't I?

I have a very analytical mind, a problem-solver, if you know what I mean, so I'm studying engineering.
and I like it, it's a challenge. A tough one, since I already failed my first exam.

But I really enjoy using my head, getting a problem I can't fix. The only issue is all the maths you need...XD

Ooh sounds fun;) well my minds pretty messed up any way so school and learning doesn't really suit it ngl

So is mine, but It's still capable of surprising me from time to time

Well its great that you have found something that you feel like you can do. I doubt I'll be doing any exams any time soon, not with everything that's been going on tbh

Wanna talk about it?

Meh. My boyfriend passed away recently in a car accident and he was like one of the only things that were keeping me sane so it's been very hard

Thanks

I used to play guitar a lot, before I moved into the hospital, I loved it. I really should start playing again.
It's great that your grades are improving, it really helps doing well at school and sounds like your school is great. Who were the DJs? I might know who they are, living in the UK I mean. I'm learning German at the moment, there are only three people out of the entire hospital learning German because most people only take core subjects like maths, english and sciences but its great.
Parents can be sucky but its good that they are trying to improve for you, I wish my real parents had been more like that considering how abusive my father was and how unwilling my mother was to accept she should leave him but my adoptive parents are great and Sally my sister is so nice to talk to. I hadn't realised just how much I missed her before. She's two years older than me and she has been so suportive, I mean letting me meet up with her friends for a start, I wasn't sure she would like that, but she was really nice about it.

We had Inspector Dubplate and Tantrum Desire. I liked Tantrum the most personally. And I've been playing guitar since I was 6, so It's half my life for me. And I'm glad you have a new family, one that is there for you. Sometimes it's for the best. enjoy your life in every possible way,

All the best,

Frank

Thanks

Thank you, that's sweet. It's great that you have found someone to trust and love. What else is new in your life?

I'm finally finishing th build of my own guitar, it cost me way more then I had anticipated, and has been hard, but I really enjoyed doing it too. My grades are improving, I'm learning spanish, I'm in my last year in music academy, We organised a rave with our school, which was awesome, we had DJ's flown in from the UK and everything. And some of the people I'm trying to care for, the people who are often on my mind, like you, are getting better as well. The only problem that hasn't been fixed are my parents. My mom's still a drunk with some mental issues, and my dad's still overly agressive and unreasonable. But they both love me, and do their best to change, and it's not like we never have any bad days. I'm glad you're back in touch with your adoptive parents. I'm sure they care about you, and they've missed you.

All my love,

Frank

I used to play guitar a lot, before I moved into the hospital, I loved it. I really should start playing again.
It's great that your grades are improving, it really helps doing well at school and sounds like your school is great. Who were the DJs? I might know who they are, living in the UK I mean. I'm learning German at the moment, there are only three people out of the entire hospital learning German because most people only take core subjects like maths, english and sciences but its great.
Parents can be sucky but its good that they are trying to improve for you, I wish my real parents had been more like that considering how abusive my father was and how unwilling my mother was to accept she should leave him but my adoptive parents are great and Sally my sister is so nice to talk to. I hadn't realised just how much I missed her before. She's two years older than me and she has been so suportive, I mean letting me meet up with her friends for a start, I wasn't sure she would like that, but she was really nice about it.

We had Inspector Dubplate and Tantrum Desire. I liked Tantrum the most personally. And I've been playing guitar since I was 6, so It's half my life for me. And I'm glad you have a new family, one that is there for you. Sometimes it's for the best. enjoy your life in every possible way,

All the best,

Frank

Thanks

Hey, sorry i haven't been on in a while. My illness got alot worse at one point, but after i was determined to get better and i took your advice and you probably don't remember me but i just wanted to say thankyou. I started going outside, to the conservatory first and then properly outside. I run alot now and spend alot of time outside making up for all the moments i lost from not going out there. My episodes have stopped for about two and a half months now and i was back in contact with my adoptive parents, i went to stay with them for a week, and have been visiting every weekend since then, and spent ages getting to know my sister again. It was the best time i had in ages, i really realised what i had been missing. My friend Lucy introduced me to some of her friends and i met john. He is amazing and handsome and something between us just clicked. We're going out now and he visits the hospital any time he can. The doctors say that if my episodes continue to stay away for several more months then they will consider discharging me. When im happy my illness seems to fade and im happy now so i cant see my illness making much of a reappearance. Anyway I've written way to much stuff about me that you probably don't care about and i was actually wondering how you are. Last time we talked you weren't to good, really hope that has changed. So yeah, maybe we could talk sometime?
Jodie

I'm glad you're better, and I do care, I've been thinking about you quite often lately, though I never got to writing...

I'm glad you're doing so good, and I can inform you that I'm just as good.

I stopped burning myself, I quit smoking, I started focussing on school some more, and on my newly found girlfriend, who caused all this. She loves me for who I am, and tokaes me with all my mistakes.She supports me when I slip, and I can she she really turned my life around.

Looks like we're both doing great.

And I'm glad you finally got yourself to go out there. You deserve it.

All my love,

Frank

Thank you, that's sweet. It's great that you have found someone to trust and love. What else is new in your life?

I'm finally finishing th build of my own guitar, it cost me way more then I had anticipated, and has been hard, but I really enjoyed doing it too. My grades are improving, I'm learning spanish, I'm in my last year in music academy, We organised a rave with our school, which was awesome, we had DJ's flown in from the UK and everything. And some of the people I'm trying to care for, the people who are often on my mind, like you, are getting better as well. The only problem that hasn't been fixed are my parents. My mom's still a drunk with some mental issues, and my dad's still overly agressive and unreasonable. But they both love me, and do their best to change, and it's not like we never have any bad days. I'm glad you're back in touch with your adoptive parents. I'm sure they care about you, and they've missed you.

All my love,

Frank

I used to play guitar a lot, before I moved into the hospital, I loved it. I really should start playing again.
It's great that your grades are improving, it really helps doing well at school and sounds like your school is great. Who were the DJs? I might know who they are, living in the UK I mean. I'm learning German at the moment, there are only three people out of the entire hospital learning German because most people only take core subjects like maths, english and sciences but its great.
Parents can be sucky but its good that they are trying to improve for you, I wish my real parents had been more like that considering how abusive my father was and how unwilling my mother was to accept she should leave him but my adoptive parents are great and Sally my sister is so nice to talk to. I hadn't realised just how much I missed her before. She's two years older than me and she has been so suportive, I mean letting me meet up with her friends for a start, I wasn't sure she would like that, but she was really nice about it.

We had Inspector Dubplate and Tantrum Desire. I liked Tantrum the most personally. And I've been playing guitar since I was 6, so It's half my life for me. And I'm glad you have a new family, one that is there for you. Sometimes it's for the best. enjoy your life in every possible way,

All the best,

Frank

Thanks

Hey sorry for deleting you comment on my quote, my phone deletes then sometimes when I try and reply.I read it first though so thankyou :)

np

ok thank you :)

Hey Steve, im on my phone and every time I click on a quote or profile comments to reply it deletes it. Can you look into this please? Thanks

there might be bugs with that. try clicking in the middle of the comment to reveal the buttons and then carefully on the reply button. I think I'm going to have to do these buttons differently on mobile. Lots of quirky bugs on different phones and browsers.

ok thank you :)

Awww thank you :) so are yours xx

No problem and thanks

Im sorry for the rant I just think this is all really unfair.

You have no right to try and delete my quotes. The one you deleted had no bad words in nothing. I was sharing something that was very personal to me and I really needed help with. Reqlly offended me that you think that you can just take away my right to share (innocently, with nothing bad in it) the things that have happened to me. Honestly? My best friend was right witty doesn't bring anything good. Let it get shut down if it must, just let peole keep the quotes that mean alot to them!

Well I'm sure you will be better soon :) What country do you live in? If you live in England then you will be getting time off school most likely which at least is good :)

i live in the U.S.A :P but i wish i had time off

Awww no thats no good :/

yeahh it sucks but oh well:)

Well I'm sure you will be better soon :) What country do you live in? If you live in England then you will be getting time off school most likely which at least is good :)

i live in the U.S.A :P but i wish i had time off

I'm alright today :) How about you?

Thars good:P and im ok, i have the flu :/

Awww no thats no good :/

yeahh it sucks but oh well:)

Well I'm sure you will be better soon :) What country do you live in? If you live in England then you will be getting time off school most likely which at least is good :)

i live in the U.S.A :P but i wish i had time off

hiya :)

How are you?

I'm alright today :) How about you?

Thars good:P and im ok, i have the flu :/

Awww no thats no good :/

yeahh it sucks but oh well:)

Well I'm sure you will be better soon :) What country do you live in? If you live in England then you will be getting time off school most likely which at least is good :)

i live in the U.S.A :P but i wish i had time off

yeah that would be good