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i do not care about you. i am 100% over you. i love another
boy.
or am i?
yes, i am.
now stop questioning your feelings.
he doesnt want you.
the other boy does.
the other boy wasnt touching you like how he was.
you havent known the other boy since you were 9.
the other boy isnt as nice.
the other boy hates you.
you lost your chance.
he thinks youre annoying and clingy.
he doesn't care about you
or me
or the rest of us.
you only need the other boy.
and us.
you need us.
you should go after the other boy.
the one who hates you.
why would i do that?
he's still one of my best friends.
he does love me.
doesnt he?
little girl
we'll make him love you
or he dies.
-my schziophrenic diary.
july 12th 2014, 1:03 am est
italics are the voices in my head
non-italics is just me thinking