fionarose

Status: And I just lost everything that ever meant anything
Joined: November 18, 2011
Last Seen: 5 years
user id: 240084
Location: Australia
Gender: F

Hello Beautiful!

-  Fiona  -  17  -  Single -

Where to start?
I've  had depression for several years, starting from... I don't really remember when; when I was about 11 I think. I self- harm, have for maybe3 years now, and have attempted suicide a few times.

I really would love to be one of thiose people who can list off a heap of friends, but I'm not going to bother because my list would have maybe 4 people on it... people you should follow is a bit easier though:

-LivingDisaster (Teneale)
-_unknown_ (Anastasia)
-Sierrafreek (Jake)
-AmyBird66 (Amy)

...Or maybe it's not so easy. Let me know if you want to be added to my list :)

Follow for a follow?


If you ever need someone to talk to, my email address is
il_listen_to_you@hotmail.com
Feel free to email me whenever about whatever, I don't mind if we've never spoken.

Stay strong!
xx




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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6937126
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what happened?
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6937126
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I got my score for school, it basically determines what I can do next year and what courses I can get into and I didn't score as high as I hoped I would
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6937126
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thats ok honey. Maybe you're not meant to be in the other classes. Is there a lot of stuff you can't take or is it just one or two?
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6937126
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I was told to expect single digits (which is really hard to get) and I got an 11, which makes me border line for the two courses that I really want to get into... but there are other courses I should be able to get into
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6937126
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thats good. im sure youll be fine
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6926515
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how are things going?
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6926515
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Things are pretty good at the moment :) I'm finished school, and I started dating this guy on Tuesday who I've been with constantly since Monday unless I've been at work :)
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6926515
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Ooo I'm happy for you. <3
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6926515
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Thanks sweetie :) how are things with your guy going?
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6926515
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we're going to see catching fire then going out to dinner tomorrow. he's really sweet he makes me happy. :)
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6926515
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Aw, that's so cute! I really hope it lasts for you hon :)
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6926515
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same to you.
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6926515
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Thanks gorgeous :)
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6926515
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np. <3
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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hey honey how are you?
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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Hey gorgeous, I'm okay how are you?
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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anything exciting happen?
im sick
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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My high school graduation is in two days! So excited!
Aw, you okay honey?
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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congratts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeah im feeling better today i have a cold
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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Thanks hon!
That's good! Hope you get better! Anything exciting happening?
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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thanks. <3
nah. went to his house yesterday thats about it
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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Aw, cute! Does he like you too?
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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yeah he actually asked me out last night. <3
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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Aww! Did you say yes?
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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umm obviously!
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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Haha, duh
That's so cute! I'm really happy for you hon :)
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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thanks!! I've been in such an amazing mood ever since. you graduate today?
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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That's great honey!
Yeah, I'm at my formal at the moment :)
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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ooo fun! CONGRATS YOU HAVE OFFICIALLY BEAT THE SCHOOL SYSTEM!
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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It really wasn't that great
Haha! About time too!
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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yup! when do you start college or as you call it university?
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6919982
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In February

what's new with you darl?
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motz_ztom* 9 years ago on quote #6915398
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Sleep mostly, sometimes I'll listen to music though. But for me, sleep is better, because for awhile you'll forget :L
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6912766
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i think its ok
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6910946
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:/
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Fayedaway 9 years ago on quote #6908059
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i don't know where you're going, but do you got room for one more troubled soul?
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6908348
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hey hun how are things?
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6908348
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Hey beautiful, I've made a real mess of things... but I'm okay :) how are you?
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6908348
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you sure? i'm good. have a busy day ahead of me
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6908348
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Yeah, that's one thing I've learned. That I'm okay, I'm still clean (since September 7), my best friend and I are talking again and my ex and I are friends (?) again so I'm okay. That's what he doesn't understand, I'm okay but I'm not much better than okay

That's good lovely, hope you have a great day! :)
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6908348
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Sorry it took me so long to reply! Hey ok is better than bad and ok is a fantastic starting point. :) I'm glad everythings good between you and your best friend. Has anything exciting happened lately?
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6908348
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Its okay beautiful :)
That's true, nobody else seems to understand that though. She and I are good, but my ex and I aren't talking anymore... we had an argument, then there was a fight, like a punch up, and so I told him my best friend and I would stop complicating things. And to do that I would remove myself from his life. So I don't exist as far as he's concerned anymore; and we never happened. Anything exciting? Well I've only got like 19 days of school left ever! What about you gorgeous?
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6908348
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I'm sorry. But seriously you'll find someone.
CONGRATZ LOOVEELYYY! What do you want to be?
I have like 3 parties next weekend which is odd considering i never get invited anywhere. xD
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6908348
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Hope so
haha, thanks honey!! :)

That's great! Have fun, and be careful! Aw, why's that sweetie?
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6908348
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Don't worry one's with church friends, ones with my most innocent friend, and ones with my sorta kinda bf. I don't get invited anywhere because i dont hang out with the party crowd and most of my close friends dont go to school with me
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NessaLovesYou 9 years ago on quote #6908154
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welovevanessa.blogspot.com :''D
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* Sabaism * 9 years ago on quote #6908147
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http://a-sleepless-death.tumblr.com/
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6908147
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Thank you lovely :)
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6901580
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I'm so proud of you honey. I knew that you could do it. Keep believing in yourself.
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уσυαяєѕσνєяувєαυтιfυℓχχ* 9 years ago on quote #6901580
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Well done! I am so, so proud of you, gorgeous x
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cordale1122 9 years ago on quote #6901580
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GOOD JOB!!!
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rbethanym 9 years ago on quote #6901580
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I am so proud of you darling!!!!! (:
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6895588
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if it is meant to be the world will find some way to make it work
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6895588
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That's very true, but say he comes back early; I won't have time to see him anyway because I will have about three weeks or so to find a job and a place to live and organise books and everything for uni... then I'm gone for the next 4 years
Like he pointed out we're too different for "us" to ever work...
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6895588
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you never know.
and who knows you may meet some other guy that is 10x more amazing
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6895588
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I doubt it, its just so easy to be with him... he's my guy best friend, and we've kind of been on and off for something like 3 years...
I thought he wanted something to come of this too, but it's so impractical unless I give up uni which he wont let me do
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6895588
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Don't do that. Maybe he will move somewhere near you. You never know. You just have to trust that it will work out how it is supposed to
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6895588
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I'm not going to, he wouldn't let me even if I tried
I don't think so, he can't stand the city; so I would only see him when I come back home which I won't have much time to do

But I'm hopeful it works out how I'd like it to
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6895588
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just trust. whatever is meant to be will happen.
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6895590
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:/
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6892480
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good for you. <3 I'm proud of you.
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6892480
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Thank you hon <3
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Emilycullen 9 years ago on quote #6889262
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have you ever been here http://thequietplaceproject.com/thedreamsroom/comfortspot
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6888518
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yay you congratz! Its so weird you're year is ending and school just started for me.
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6888518
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Haha, thanks darl :)
It is kinda weird that our school years are so different haha
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someoneinhiding 9 years ago on quote #6888518
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just cuz of where we are in the world. :)
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br0kenwings 9 years ago on quote #6888518
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I'm so freaking excited. After 22 November, I never have to see any of this year group again. It's gonna be wonderful
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fionarose 9 years ago on quote #6888518
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It's the same here, except I only have to wait until the 14th of November
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