goodbye_with_a_broken_heart

Why does are love fade all the time ?

I miss you...
I miss your smile...
and I still shed a tear
...every once in a while..</3

The last word you said to me was..Duces..
I ran off crying and you don't even look back..
You dont care.
We were in love..
now in hate...
I'm sorry for everything
you don't need to forgive me
but please know that I'm sorry
cause I am..
I care and you just sit there and lie about everything...
my life is falling apart without you...
I need you..
come back ?...<//3

I love you

<3

There are four hings I'm positive about

1. He's a cheater.
2. I can't get over him.
3. I am unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him.
4. He has a girlfriend.


<//3
 

People say don't let some guy hurt you.
Well
He's not hurting me..
He's killing me..
So let me die because of this boy..
He's everything to me..
When he leaves forever..
Well..
I'll have nothing..
And I will be dead..

<//3

Oh, holding my breath
Won't see you again
Something keeps me holding on to nothing

<//3

Girls:
Do you have a lot of make-up?
 not really .
How much do you put on?
 alot.
How long does it take you to get ready?
like an hour for school .
Do you carry a purse?
nah.
What color is it?
it doesnt have a color.
Where did you get it?
 your basement
Do you have a Louis Vuttion? 
nah.
Do you like to wear nail polish?
yeah.
How often do you get your nails done? 
like never.
Do you like manicures?
mmyah .
Do you like pedicures? 
yeah.
Do you have a usual nail salon you go to?
no.
Where do you get your hair done? 
My house. 
Do you straighten your hair?
 most of the time. 
How many pairs of shoes do you have?
alot.
Which pair of shoes are your favorite? 
Osiris
What brand are they?
Osiris.
Do you wear heels?
No.
Where do you buy most of your clothes? 
Areopostal, American Egeal, Hollister.
Would you like other people to see your survey answers?
i guess.

+& through all those little lies
Came a huge lie that I will never get over...
I am completely in love with you..
You mean everything to me...
Oh...
Does she know that you asked me to go over tonight..
Does she know what would have happened...?
Does she know your a lier...?
Does she know your a cheater...?
Does she know who you are..?
Cause...
I know what would have happened...
I know your a lier...
I know your a cheater...
And...
I know who you are...
I can accept that after everything we went through...
But I don't think she can...
Your a lier...
I believed those stupid lies...
And I knew I shouldn't have but I did...
Now I'm left here broken...
I'm so afraid to get over you and to just move on...
Cause I'm afraid that if I do you'll come back to me...
So I'm gonna sit here and cry...
Cry like its my job...
Cause..
You lie like its your job... <//3

You ^will never _know
You ^will never _know how I feel about you
You ^will never _know how much I miss you
You ^will never _know how badly you hurt me
You ^will never _know how I cry myself to sleep
You ^will never _know how much you mean to me
You ^will never _know how badly my heart has shattered 
You ^will never _know how I cant sleep at night thinking of you

^And...
You don't care...
You never have...
^And...
You never will...

 

<//3

You will nedver know how