The Story Of A Girl;
Part 1
This isn't a true story, and is entirely fiction. comments?
Everyday, of every year, of every minute, of every second, I am regretting everything that i've ever done in my entire life. I hate myself, I hate my life, I hate who i've become, I hate exstistance. I feel like killing myself everyday.. but I manage to will myself to get out of bed everyday.. even though I just want to go back to sleep and never wake up again.
My father is a drunk, he's been a drunk my whole life and never given a damn. I live in
an apartment complex with my father. Theres only been one person who has ever cared about me. And she isn't even alive anymore, she died about two hours after i was born; My mother. She bled to death, with no one by her side. The dotors said that she was fine, when really after they left the nurse forgot to check on her. I dont care, It's not like i'm mad at whoever that nurse is. I'm just a big accident anyways, they didn't plan me. My mom was young, my dad was drunk; of coarse. I know the whole story, I learned all of this when I was 10, he was sober for about 3 hours. Thats when he told me everything that I wanted to know, what I needed to hear. I wish he never told me, that was the day I started cutting, they day I decided not to care anymore.
This isn't a true story, and is entirely fiction. comments?
Everyday, of every year, of every minute, of every second, I am regretting everything that i've ever done in my entire life. I hate myself, I hate my life, I hate who i've become, I hate exstistance. I feel like killing myself everyday.. but I manage to will myself to get out of bed everyday.. even though I just want to go back to sleep and never wake up again.
My father is a drunk, he's been a drunk my whole life and never given a damn. I live in
an apartment complex with my father. Theres only been one person who has ever cared about me. And she isn't even alive anymore, she died about two hours after i was born; My mother. She bled to death, with no one by her side. The dotors said that she was fine, when really after they left the nurse forgot to check on her. I dont care, It's not like i'm mad at whoever that nurse is. I'm just a big accident anyways, they didn't plan me. My mom was young, my dad was drunk; of coarse. I know the whole story, I learned all of this when I was 10, he was sober for about 3 hours. Thats when he told me everything that I wanted to know, what I needed to hear. I wish he never told me, that was the day I started cutting, they day I decided not to care anymore.
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x0miaababiee
1 decade ago
pleasee write moree to this story(:i really enjoy reading it. let me know if you do. Thankss
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he_could_be_the_one
1 decade ago
thanks so muchh!! [:
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single_and_loving_it
1 decade ago
wow! thats really good for the beginning of a story! are you going to write more? are you going to write a book??? you really should. that she be the first two paragraphs of it!! keep me updated please!!!!!
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