so i have a friend whose always relle happy this persons always

so i have a friend
whose always relle happy
this persons always smiling always laughing always being them
not someone else. He's never mean, he never laughs out of place
he never crack mean jokes and never disses his friends. this persons true to themselves,
and is true to everyone else. this kid plays sports and should be on the allstar team, cuz he's pickin up the slack for his whole team. maybe he's insecure but thats alright, we are all sometimes. Late at night we stay up on the phone whispering so our parents dont know. we have eachothers backs' like glue to carpet and i would never tell his biggest secret. He's one of the only ones i tell everything too. i think hes the same way too. Hes makin me smile all the time, telling me that the haters are stupid and got no lives. he's playing a gullable trick on me 12 hours a day and constantly talking about her the other 12 hours. yep i consider him one of my closest friends. friends till the dead end. theres only one thing i cant take,
 

its that
liking him was my biggest mistake.
cuz ik he still likes her.
and i have no chance.
yep thats always me
just the bestfriend..
till the dead end.
yay.

i feel like this always happens to me
and no one else.
fav if ya feel the pain.
♥