i don’t know If you’ve ever been in this situation

 i don’t know If you’ve ever been in this situation but

It’s weird
Sitting next to the guy who used to love you. It’s like nothing ever happened. Everyone knows about it yet nobody brings it up. It’s an elephant in the room. But you remember everything & you know he remembers it too. When you walk next to him you instinctively want to grab his hand because you were just so used to doing it. Your life was routine. Walk together to class, kiss in the hallways, go home, talk all night. Repeat. But the cycle’s been broken, just like the hearts involved. That was then, this is now. & you don’t know how he feels. The little window you once had into his life is now closed. He doesn’t tell you anything. The worst thing is not knowing what to do, whether to give up or hold on and the truth is its going to be hard either way. So you just sit in your indecisiveness.
 Not knowing where to go from here.
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