I am honestly falling apart. I self harm and try to starve
myself. I hate my body. My hair, eyes, lips, nose,
waist, arms, thighs. You name it. I see a therapist, but
it's not working. My friend and I have secrets, but I
want to tell somebody about what she does SO BADLY because she
isn't getting any help at all. She isn't seeing
someone, or even trying to get better. And every time I
look at her it kills me because I know that it's all my
fault. I know I should tell somebody because if you love
somebody you are willing to let them go (I say this because if I
got her help she would probably never speak to me again.) but at
the same time I don't know what I would do without her.
She is the only person I trust and I just don't think I
can live without her. I hate this. I hate this.
I hate this. I hate this. Any advice?
Please, I'm desperate.
HELP