i just want to go home
and
lock myself in the
bathroom
and
bawl my eyes
out
and maybe
puke a
l i t t l e .
i want to cry
until i stop
feeling this vicious
pain
tearing
at my chest, because
it's honestly driving me
a p a r
t
and drilling
holes in what's left
of me and
right now i'm on the
edge and
i'm afraid of going over,
because i've been over
and i'm afraid of what
i
can and will do to myself
i'm tired
of this
sick, sick feeling
i just want to
end it, and soon, i'll be able to end it
myself.
i hope you feel better soon.
Plaetxar_the_1st but you can call me Alex if you want to. :)