Today was a big day,
Me and Lyn walked into our church, and Lyn's pregnant belly
(which has poped up basically over night) was in full swing and
this woman walked up too us and said "I'm sorry for your
tragity," The first thing I thought of was my brother, he died a
few years ago and its getting close too the anniversary of his
death, then I came to realize she wasn't talking about my brother
or any loss of any kind. She was talking about the baby, she was
talking about my baby. I went into shock for a few seconds, she
really thought this baby, my and Lyns baby was a horrific
mistake.
I know that we are REALLY too young to have a baby, but yet it
happened. Today in church as always I was sitting aside Lyn and
the preacher was talking about all of Gods miracles and all he
does for us. Well it got me thinking, if God didn't want us too
have this baby, would he have given her too us? But really? How
on this planet could this baby or ANY baby be a mistake? They are
blessings that we take for granted. We don't have children just
too repopulate the world but too teach us love. But today it made
me realize that people thought going through with bringing this
baby into the world wad a mistake, I bet they thought the same
thing when I asked Lyn too marry me, but I knew when I asked her
I didn't and still don't want too ever be with someone besides
her and I also know this baby isn't and will NEVER BE A
MISTAKE.