I’m trying to give myself the life I never could have,
You don’t realize that I’m sad.
Even when I smile and even when I laugh,
Can’t you see there are tears in my eyes?
Don’t you ever look past the outside?
Can’t you see I wanna cry?
’Cuz I’m scared,
You aren’t here
Daddy’s with you in your prayers
Don’t shed another tear.
People love this girl,
I hate this world.
They love the pretend me,
They don’t worry about what they can’t see.
No one planned it to be like this,
Life took off on its own.
Everyone’s sorry for me,
I stay hidden at home.
I don’t get how people can say:
Everything happens for a reason.
Because I can’t find all the reasons and piece them
together,
Summers the hardest season.
I’ve got no control,
I can’t do anything to make you see.
I want to show you how this went wrong,
But no one ever listens to me.
I’m still here crying,
I know you’re lying.
The word love means nothing to me anymore,
When it used to make my whole body soar.
Love is useless to me,
When I can’t get that one person I need.
They are the flower,
And I am the seed.
My life is falling apart,
I’m waiting for that helping hand.
I’m just going to sit here and wait for the day,
That someone starts to understand
~Taylor Original