I thought about him today....and how we were so in love
though we only connected through a cell phone screen. It all
seems so long ago... It may have ended in heartbreak. But
I've experienced some of my best emotions with him. Been at
my absolute happiest...and saddest. I regret nothing. For at the
time he was exactly who I wanted.
The rain
fell and you stood there with a glorious grin
spread across your face like butter on toast,
but my god, if I could, I would have frozen that
image and kept it on replay for the rest of my life.
I watched sun go down and then watched the sun
come up
all within the space of one lifetime, because the other times I
was
too busy staring at you to notice.
Just
because I act like I am uninterested doesn't mean that I
am.
I want to be with you like the world needs the sun.
I need you like a body that needs a heart.
I can't stand it anymore.
Because I pushed you away, and god I regret it so much.
I want to let you know that I love you.
How can I do that when you're pushing me away too?
Why did I ever let you go.
All I feel now are the pains in my chest and sorrow.