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Hey everyone. I really need to vent so, here it goes. My great

Hey everyone. I really need to vent so, here it goes. My great aunt isn't doing very well. She's about in her late 70's/early 80's and she's suffering from some kind of memory loss in a nursing home. They don't let us see or talk to her, ever. The last time I saw her was in June and the last time I talked to her was on her birthday, July 28th, the day right after my birthday. My great aunt and I used to get along so well. I know this may sound weird but I told her everything. She means so much to me, and it hurts me to see her in pain, dying. But she's not the only one. My other aunt got breast cancer during the summer too. She lost all her hair, even eyebrows. Also, my grandpa has bladder cancer. These 3 family members are the most bravest. They mean a lot to me. I've known them my whole life, and I'm lucky that they've been in my life for half of it. I just feel like my life is falling apart. I'm also losing a lot of my friends. To me, I feel like I'm such a mean person to everyone I know. And I feel like I'm getting punished for being so rude to people by losing friends and for losing my family members. But the thing is, I know God loves me too much to do that to me. I really don't understand was going on. In 3rd grade, I lost one of the closest people I had in my life. My grandpa (a different one, not the one with bladder cancer.) My grandfather and I were really close. He was like my best friend. We have the greatest memories. No one understands how much I miss him. Everyday, I pray for every single person I mentioned in this. I never knew life could get bad like this. That's all I have to say. But, if you're still reading this, I Love You.♥

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jennisheree27 1 decade ago

thanks everyone< 33

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rayrayrachel 1 decade ago

heyy jenn im sooo sorry for everything thats going on in your life.. u no im always here.. actually since gym not to long ago ive been praying for ur family and you. ALso i just wanted to say thanx for becoming a better person :D and i love ya <3 I hope this comment makes u feel better...

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jane :-)* 1 decade ago

Awww, I'm so so so sorry! :( I'll be praying for them. But God said in the bible that bad things would happen. But still, I don't think He'd let you have anything He knows you can't deal with. Stay strong, I know this is hard.

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