Have you ever just bottled it in, so you don't be a burden? To
not feel like an attention seeker because of that thing inside of
you, making you feel this way? You feel horrible, since you know
you have it better than others. You feel like you have no right to
feel this way. You are hiding. You've perfected that fake smile
so no one knows about what's going on inside. You've acted
so happy so much that you actually started believing it and then
crashed down. You want to end it all. Have you? Have you ever?