Life sucks.
I just feel like I've been
going through the same crap for years and years, and I feel
like it's never going to end. Not now, not when I finish
school, not ever. I will laugh and smile with my friends, but
as soon as I leave, I realize how messed up my life is. I'm
not laughing and smiling on the inside. My life just seems like
an utter mess, and there's nothing I'm going to be able
to do about it. I'll never be pretty enough, smart enough,
funny enough, independent enough, nice enough, for anyone.
I'm never going to be good enough for anyone, and I'm
definitely never going to be good enough for
myself.