JamesLovesBeth

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Bethany, I'm sorry. I've been a selfish idiot. But I miss you, so much. I know you'd want me to be happy, to celebrate the fact that you really lived, even if it was only for 13 years... But it's nearly impossible. Every time I'm in a good mood, I suddenly think "How can you be happy? Your best friend is gone. You'll never see her amazing smile or hear her laugh again. She's gone."
I hate it. I hate cancer.
I love you.


Recovering.
James | 14 | East London






 

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I love you.
» Those three words have my life in them.    ♥

 

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Today was my best friend's funeral..
My school was closed early today, because the teachers and a lot of the pupils wanted to go.
Instead of wearing black, everyone wore purple or blue, because they were her favourite colours.. And instead of crying and standing in silence, we celebrated her life. Like she wanted us to.
And I have to say, it was amazing. ♥
 

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inspirational



That guy who discovered milk...
What The Hell Was He Doing With That Cow?


 

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Maybe it's not my weekend, but it's gonna be my year.
♥

 

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When you look up at the sky,
Try and count all the stars.
I miss you that much.

When you go to the beach,
Try and count all the grains of sand.
I trust you that much.

When you go into the sea,
Try and count all the drops of water.
I love you that much.

When your heart beats,
Try and count every beat for the rest of your life.
I need you that much.


♥
 
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If rainbows are supposed to be cheerful,
Why are they always frowning?
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You be my Spongebob,
& I'll be your Patrick (:


 

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"Pooh, how do you spell 'Love'?"
"You don't spell it, silly, you feel it!"        ♥

 

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  It's been nearly a week now;
And I feel like when she died, a part of me died with her..
I know, she'd want me to smile and carry on, to celebrate her life instead of mourning her death, but it's hard.
R.I.P Bethany


 

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