I cannot do this.
Life.
My only "friends" just texed me
off my bestfriend's phone.
They said I was a b*tch, and that I was lazy because I'm
making her do all the work on our science fair. And that I talk
too much sh*t.
I told them I had to go, I was doing laundry.
They said I should buy new clothes that fit so I don't have
too do laundry.
Then 10 minutes later, texted me and said I look pregnant, and
probably am because I f*cked Jake so many times.
I have absolutley
no one
to talk too.
All my "friends" have turned on me, and I have
nowhere to go.
Should I end my life here?
♥
If you ever need to talk or vent, I'm here :)
kindergarten: pretty, popular girl turns her whole gang on me. Calls me ugly, and other names...
First grade: my grades soar. I get more friends, although some of them don't like me cuz I don't wear a ponytail or for other stupid reasons
Second grade: I'm like the best in class, I get respect and friends
Third grade: I move all the way from China to Canada. My English sucks, no friends, and no one likes me.
Middle of third grade: I move to US. Put in this class that helps me with my English. Met this friend who's a grade lower than me. Had the best year of my life.
Fourth grade: put into normal class. I struggle hard to keep up. I knew no one. "Friends" not so nice. Makes SOME friends
Fifth grade: Horrible teacher. But I had friends. REAL friends. Happy, though my grades are bad since my teacher sucks
Six grade: I moved. AGAIN. I didn't know ANYONE in the school.
But now, I've made a few friends. Hopefully my life will lead on from here...
Still miss the times in China where I'm one of my teacher's "favorite".
Don't stop. Life goes on. Maybe it will get better. For me, and for you.
~Eli