If
you take the time to read this it would mean a lot. You don't
have to to though.
Well I was bullied all through school. I still am bullied. I didn't know why I was bullied. Was it because of my look? Or because of the way I acted? I didn't know. I went to school got called fat,ugly, worthless,ect. I hated myself so much. Their words sank into my head and I started to believe I was fat and worthless and ugly. I stopped eating,I didn't eat for a year. I made myself not eat. I cut. I would cut a letter into my wrist. I cut W O R T H L E S S into my wrist. A letter a day. I walked around the school with my head down,not wanting to look at anyone. I was distant from my family,I came home from school and locked myself up in my room. I met Jamie and she literally changed my life. We were friends. She asked me to be her boyfriend. She changed my whole perspective on everything. I went from being so negative to being so positive. I started to eat,Jamie was something special. Jamie & I spent everyday together,we went to the mall,we went every where. She loved me & I loved her. Junior year Jamie broke up with me,we stayed friends and kept me positive. I still got bullied and I started to believe the bullies again. I was literally dying in front of my family,they didn't know what to do. Imagine watching your son almost die in front of your eyes,it was horrible for my mom. Everyday was struggle it still is. But I don't care what people say anymore. I'm still alive,waiting to see what people have to say when I become big. I'm not gonna say it gets better,because sometimes it doesn't get better,sometimes it gets worse. But keep your head high.
Well I was bullied all through school. I still am bullied. I didn't know why I was bullied. Was it because of my look? Or because of the way I acted? I didn't know. I went to school got called fat,ugly, worthless,ect. I hated myself so much. Their words sank into my head and I started to believe I was fat and worthless and ugly. I stopped eating,I didn't eat for a year. I made myself not eat. I cut. I would cut a letter into my wrist. I cut W O R T H L E S S into my wrist. A letter a day. I walked around the school with my head down,not wanting to look at anyone. I was distant from my family,I came home from school and locked myself up in my room. I met Jamie and she literally changed my life. We were friends. She asked me to be her boyfriend. She changed my whole perspective on everything. I went from being so negative to being so positive. I started to eat,Jamie was something special. Jamie & I spent everyday together,we went to the mall,we went every where. She loved me & I loved her. Junior year Jamie broke up with me,we stayed friends and kept me positive. I still got bullied and I started to believe the bullies again. I was literally dying in front of my family,they didn't know what to do. Imagine watching your son almost die in front of your eyes,it was horrible for my mom. Everyday was struggle it still is. But I don't care what people say anymore. I'm still alive,waiting to see what people have to say when I become big. I'm not gonna say it gets better,because sometimes it doesn't get better,sometimes it gets worse. But keep your head high.
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