what would happen if we officially break up? should i have mentioned
what would happen if we officially break up? should i have
mentioned it at all?
should i have done it today instead of suggesting we
who am i without you? what is life like?
does it feel better to suffer some while dating you than
suffering while i am alone? could i make it?
why do i gravitate towards you, but then try to run away as i
approach? is this what addiction is?
maybe it's good that we're taking time alone now. maybe.
i have no f*cking idea.
i don't know what the hell i'm doing.
if we break up: i'll miss going to oyur house to play video
games. i'll miss you getting excited about dogs. i'll
miss your dogs. i'll miss your sweetness towards me. i'll
miss your gentleness- a gentle i don't know i'll be able
to find again. i'll miss your understanding. htat maybe most
of all, next to the gentle and the sweet. i'll miss your
adorable compliments, lifting my confidence up. i'll miss
you... so why do i want to leave you?