Oh. My. God. You actually acknowledged me today!!! I've had a
crush on you since... Well, I dunno really. But I'm a
freshman, and you're a sophomore and you acknowledged me
today!!!! OHMAGAWWD! And you gave me a hug!!!!!! OMG!!! :O <3
. <3
Hey guys, I'm finally home. ❤ Well, my vacation went pretty
well.. I got a surprise the first day I left, my auntie came back
from Illinois :) &I made a really amazing new friend.. Well I
knew him before but we iust started talking.. and I'm so
gratefull for him :) He's so nice to me, and he understands how
I'm feeling (about the whole break up thing) because him and his
girlfriend just had a bad break up too.. I just may be crushing a
little :p He's helped me so much, he makes me feel better & he's
just wonders. ❤
I'm pretty sure if anyone even
remotely liked me and I found out about it I would probably ask
them to marry me just out of elation at the thought of someone
even contemplating being somewhat romantically involved with
me.
I feel apart of the undead I move but do not feel myself moveing.
I feel as tho I must fight to just get to the next day. I know
there is some pain but it wont come out it wont let me breath im
drounding it the worlds pain. And I cant breath as it drags me
farther and farther into the farthest corners of my mind.