So there's this guy....
Who's incredibly gentle, kind, and sweet.
And he spent the entire weekend
[Thursday through Sunday] with me,
making sure that
i was
okay.
Who's incredibly gentle, kind, and sweet.
And he spent the entire weekend
[Thursday through Sunday] with me,
making sure that
i was
okay.
So there's this guy...
who's generally perfect.
And we talk every night at 11.
But last night, we talked for 6 hours
starting at 6 pm.
And we didn't stop until i fell asleep.
Dear Moon,
Here I am again; writing to you with the vain hope to hear your dazzling voice. I am crying out to you night after night and now you turn away from me or is the earth turning me away from you? I need you to fall from the sky and land in me, that my embrace will warm you. Is it too much to ask for just one chance to see your shinning face again? I have seen you smile before and I need to see it again. I pray that my pain from loneliness either kills me or drives me in to madness so deep that the pain is almost nonexistent! I try to find comfort all the time and look to embracing the shore, which all but pushes me back. I am alone. I know that you feel the same way so why not be together? We can live as one and it could just be us! Or maybe you are too afraid of me; the power I have to destroy and kill but I have the ability to give life as well! Please turn around, I miss you...
Lost and alone,
-Ocean
Here I am again; writing to you with the vain hope to hear your dazzling voice. I am crying out to you night after night and now you turn away from me or is the earth turning me away from you? I need you to fall from the sky and land in me, that my embrace will warm you. Is it too much to ask for just one chance to see your shinning face again? I have seen you smile before and I need to see it again. I pray that my pain from loneliness either kills me or drives me in to madness so deep that the pain is almost nonexistent! I try to find comfort all the time and look to embracing the shore, which all but pushes me back. I am alone. I know that you feel the same way so why not be together? We can live as one and it could just be us! Or maybe you are too afraid of me; the power I have to destroy and kill but I have the ability to give life as well! Please turn around, I miss you...
Lost and alone,
-Ocean
I am sorry I have failed you. I am sorry I broke my promises. But
most of all, I am sorry that I have to suffer for you and everyone
and never say a word.
No, I ain't giving up on us.
What do I say... what do I do... when the one I love is in so
much
pain... and I can't make the pain go away... That is what true pain
feels like... trying to protect someone that you love, and yet you are
incapable of stopping them... let me take the pain away, just for a
little while... I cant bear to see you bleed... I am tired from crying
over the images of the blood that flows down your body like a calm
and steady stream... I don't want you to feel pain any more...
because everything you feel, I feel too
...
...
...
...
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pain... and I can't make the pain go away... That is what true pain
feels like... trying to protect someone that you love, and yet you are
incapable of stopping them... let me take the pain away, just for a
little while... I cant bear to see you bleed... I am tired from crying
over the images of the blood that flows down your body like a calm
and steady stream... I don't want you to feel pain any more...
because everything you feel, I feel too
...
...
...
...
<[xxx§::::</3:::>
Dear
Dad,
Thank you for making me feel so pathetic this morning as you took me to school, yelling at me for not being awake 10 minutes earlier. Thank you for telling me that I should be ashamed of myself and my irresponsibility. Thank you for setting a ridiculous curfew that I will not be able to meet. Thank you for telling me that my insommia is "made up". Thank you for deciding that you would not call in and excuse me from being given detention, even on days when it really isn't my fault. Thank you for calling me lazy. Thank you for screaming at me that I an undisciplined simply because I took a few minutes last night and watched some tv while I ate dinner. Thank you for promising me that I was a failure and that I would fail college because of these 8 am lectures. Thank you. Really, Dad. Thank you.
Tearfully,
-SheDreamer
Thank you for making me feel so pathetic this morning as you took me to school, yelling at me for not being awake 10 minutes earlier. Thank you for telling me that I should be ashamed of myself and my irresponsibility. Thank you for setting a ridiculous curfew that I will not be able to meet. Thank you for telling me that my insommia is "made up". Thank you for deciding that you would not call in and excuse me from being given detention, even on days when it really isn't my fault. Thank you for calling me lazy. Thank you for screaming at me that I an undisciplined simply because I took a few minutes last night and watched some tv while I ate dinner. Thank you for promising me that I was a failure and that I would fail college because of these 8 am lectures. Thank you. Really, Dad. Thank you.
Tearfully,
-SheDreamer
"Help.
Me", he whispered. He
didn't mean to whisper but there was too much pain in his
heart to cry out for life's mercy. The Fiats are cruel to any
man clinging to life, still looking for a reason to live
it. "Please. Someone.
Anyone. Please help me." His whispers became more and more faint, almost
as if he couldn't keep down the blood that he was trying to
swallow. No one was there for him (as always). It seemed as if
whenever he wanted someone they were there, yet whenever he
NEEDED them, he was alone. Poor, cruel fiat. "Please", and still with no reply, tears of red began to roll down his face and splash onto
the ivory floor...
I
have dreams about you every night... I can't stop thinking
about you during the day... I hate to see you cry, but if you do
cry in my arms... I know that life is not easy, but please
understand... that I am by your
side...
and I am not going anywhere
without you...
