Quotes added on Saturday, March 26 2011
Please
Read.
I am depressed. I am tired. My mom has cancer. I have grown up so much in the past 2weeks 5days. I have lost sleep. Eatn less. Lost weight. Stopped caring. My spring break, was spent taking care of her, doing what she needed. Giving her the meds she needs when she needs them. Getting her stuff to work on for work. Making sure she is comfortable. While my friends were all out not giving a care. I tried not to complain. I tried to stay strong. But I broke down this morning. I realized today, my life is going to be like this for the next 6months. While my friends will get to go places and have fun, most the time, I will be home, with my sick mom. But non of them even understand that. The meds make my mom upset. The whole family is under stress. I don't know what to do anymore. Its just. I. I don't know what to do. I'm just sorry I am not strong enough to do this. I am just falling apart. I am sorry.
I am depressed. I am tired. My mom has cancer. I have grown up so much in the past 2weeks 5days. I have lost sleep. Eatn less. Lost weight. Stopped caring. My spring break, was spent taking care of her, doing what she needed. Giving her the meds she needs when she needs them. Getting her stuff to work on for work. Making sure she is comfortable. While my friends were all out not giving a care. I tried not to complain. I tried to stay strong. But I broke down this morning. I realized today, my life is going to be like this for the next 6months. While my friends will get to go places and have fun, most the time, I will be home, with my sick mom. But non of them even understand that. The meds make my mom upset. The whole family is under stress. I don't know what to do anymore. Its just. I. I don't know what to do. I'm just sorry I am not strong enough to do this. I am just falling apart. I am sorry.
It
never hurts
to keep looking for
sunshine.
-eeyore
♥
to keep looking for
sunshine.
-eeyore
♥
Be who you want
to
be,
not what the
world wants to
see.
Stay out of the
day,
prowl
in the
night.
Howl at the moon, Hiss
at the
sun.
Being intensely loved
by that special person
provides one strength,
while loving someone special
deeply provides courage ♥
by that special person
provides one strength,
while loving someone special
deeply provides courage ♥
At some point
you have to stop talking about the person you want to be
& actually be that person...
you have to stop talking about the person you want to be
& actually be that person...
Justsavinggggg♥
you'll
never enjoy your life
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living
inside the box
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