My days are filled with the same thing all the
time. I help those that are helpless. I repair those who are
broken. I care for those who have no one else. And I make those
that hate themselves laugh and feel ok. What do I get though, in my
moment of need?.. I get nothing. A cell phone full of contacts that
wont talk to me. A facebook full of "Friends" that never show the
slightest interest in any aspect of my life. I want to feel loved.
I want to walk into a school and have everyone make ME feel ok. I
want people to hate me after they get to know me, not just because
Im a little bit
bigger than them and act a little crazy. I want to get along with
people my OWN age. I want maturity. I want love. But no, its not
for me. I am the relationship fixer/starter that cant find one of
his own. I am the one that people seek out in a crowd to make fun
of and pick on for no reason. Im tired of living like this.
Im tired of
being me. Im
tired of being.