Have you ever hurt someone enough to
realise that maybe it changed the way they feel about you? Or
maybe it didn’t, maybe you’ve just punished yourself
enough to point you can’t think past the idea that they
don’t love you as much as they used to. Where’s the
threshold though, where’s the part where you stop and you
ask if they think you hurt them on purpose. It doesn’t
matter though now does it, because even if you didn’t mean
to, you still did, and you have to try and figure out the best
way to try and keep them. I guess maybe thats what humans do
best, they shut down and shut away, and you can try everything to
find what was once there, but thats the whole point isn’t
it. Every day is a new day, every feeling you feel is a new one,
and its up to you to try and keep all your feelings alive. It
still breaks you though, to think that the one person you want
more than anything else in this entire world, thinks that you
don’t want them. Maybe its a cover up. Maybe now they just
don’t want you, as much as you want them.