Today,
I was in my last class and someone messaged me asking if I was still in class and I said 'yes' and then they gave me a frowny face. I asked why and they said that they were lonely and wanted someone to hang out with during their break. If I had a break too, I would've considered it but when I have no more classes for the day, I'M OUT. But on my way out, I ran into a couple of friends I hadn't properly hung out with in a while and we just talked and I spent an entire hour with them even though I told the first person I couldn't hang out. I feel like such a horrible person...
I was in my last class and someone messaged me asking if I was still in class and I said 'yes' and then they gave me a frowny face. I asked why and they said that they were lonely and wanted someone to hang out with during their break. If I had a break too, I would've considered it but when I have no more classes for the day, I'M OUT. But on my way out, I ran into a couple of friends I hadn't properly hung out with in a while and we just talked and I spent an entire hour with them even though I told the first person I couldn't hang out. I feel like such a horrible person...
WE ARE LEFT WITH A CHOICE
e i t h e r l e t
the guilt throw
you back into the
behavior that got you into
TROUBLE
in the first place,or learn from the
quilt
AND DO YOUR BEST TO MOVE ON.
grey's anatomy
Don't I look happy?
Can't you see me smile?
Don't you hear my laugh?
There's just one surprise..
My smile can't meet my eyes.
They're red and irritated
Missing your face the sweet sensation
You were once my savior
This show?
Is all for you.
Thought you should know,
Just so you'll feel less guilty, it's what I do
Can't you see me smile?
Don't you hear my laugh?
There's just one surprise..
My smile can't meet my eyes.
They're red and irritated
Missing your face the sweet sensation
You were once my savior
This show?
Is all for you.
Thought you should know,
Just so you'll feel less guilty, it's what I do
a paper, a pen, a lighter, an unfinished
cigarette
this is your life.
unraveled, broken, scattered, all torn into pieces,
this is the end of the road.
oh, loneliness;
it will find you in that small hole you're hiding in.
loneliness,
it will make you numb with that heartless body
you're making love with.
loneliness...
it will shoot you in that tiny house you're cramped in.
loneliness will kill you.
this is your life.
unraveled, broken, scattered, all torn into pieces,
this is the end of the road.
oh, loneliness;
it will find you in that small hole you're hiding in.
loneliness,
it will make you numb with that heartless body
you're making love with.
loneliness...
it will shoot you in that tiny house you're cramped in.
loneliness will kill you.
I lied to your face today, well, not
your face - someone else's.
I lied because you were in the room, and my answer was for you - not them.
My answers are always for you.
I lied because I did not want you to know I had broken my promise.
I lied because I did not want you to cry again, and I was unsure of
how you would react this time - the third time.
Would you be sad? Would you cry like the first time I had told the truth,
in the dark of my bedroom? And would you beg for me not to do it again, beg for me to promise?
Or would you reprimand me, like you had the second time? Will you tut and sigh and act like
my existence is this great burden and you are tired of my weight?
I lied because I do not want there to be a third time,
and I lied because I do not want to be judged.
I say I lied for you, but mostly I lied for myself.
I lied because you were in the room, and my answer was for you - not them.
My answers are always for you.
I lied because I did not want you to know I had broken my promise.
I lied because I did not want you to cry again, and I was unsure of
how you would react this time - the third time.
Would you be sad? Would you cry like the first time I had told the truth,
in the dark of my bedroom? And would you beg for me not to do it again, beg for me to promise?
Or would you reprimand me, like you had the second time? Will you tut and sigh and act like
my existence is this great burden and you are tired of my weight?
I lied because I do not want there to be a third time,
and I lied because I do not want to be judged.
I say I lied for you, but mostly I lied for myself.
Guilt
It eats at you. You know what you did, and you know nothing will fix it. It doesn't even matter if anyone else knows. You know. It's the worst punishment you could recieve. Being grounded or losing a freedom will eventually end. Guilt has no end. It stays with you forever, and eventually, it will win. Guilt always wins.
It eats at you. You know what you did, and you know nothing will fix it. It doesn't even matter if anyone else knows. You know. It's the worst punishment you could recieve. Being grounded or losing a freedom will eventually end. Guilt has no end. It stays with you forever, and eventually, it will win. Guilt always wins.
WHEN
thinking about life remember this; no amount of quilt can
solve the
PAST
and no amount of anxiety can change the future
And
the worst part is
I know it's all my fault
I know it's all my fault
We're all guilty
Of the same things
We think the thoughts
Whether or not
We see them through
And I know
That I have been forgiven
And I just hope
You can forgive me too
Of the same things
We think the thoughts
Whether or not
We see them through
And I know
That I have been forgiven
And I just hope
You can forgive me too
