BUT I KNOW I'M NOT THAT STRONG.
Girl: Does my boob hurt or am I having a heart attack
Girl: Am I on my period or is this internal bleeding
Girl: These are our struggles
Boy: Thinking dirty thoughts and getting an erection in awkward situations
Boy: The struggles of a man
Girl: Boo hoo
Girl: Thinking of my naked grandma isn't going to suck the blood back into my vågina
EVERYBODY LOSES IT.
everybody wants to throw it all away
Do not
judge people what so ever:
you just called her a names today in class. You see her walking
down the hallway being preg.nant. well she was being rap.ed.
You just called her fat. Well she actually starved herself. You
just called that boy "Auschwitz Boy" because he was
so skinny. Well maybe he have a fast metabolism and wish he
could gain more weight than he is now and being strong but
weak.(Yes I am one of them) You just called that person a cry
baby because he/she was crying during class. Well maybe he/she
was crying that their mom/dad/sibling don't have much time
to live and about to died. You just told that person not to sit
by us at the lunch table because they aren't good enough
and they actually sit by themselves at the table. Well they
need friends and wish that they would one friend who would care
about them 24/7. You just made fun of that kid because you
found that he goes to church all the time. Well at least he
love Jesus and will rise to Heaven. You just made fun of the
old man who have ugly scars on his body. Well he served our
country. You just made fun of the girl because they are weak.
Well let me tell you boys who think they are weak. They
aren't weak. They are actually very strong because of the
things that they are gonna be going on through their life. You
just pushed that girl to the locker. She already been beaten up
bad by her parent. You just made fun of that kid who you called
them loser, say they you need to brush your teeth cause its
yellow, clean your hair cause its all greasy, and say you
smell. Well he didn't have time at night to take a shower
and brush his teeth and get all ready for school because he
would have to support his family to the best to keep them safe
and actually care about them and do things to them when they
cant that they need help. You just called that kid deaf and
cant hear well because he is wearing hearing aids. Well he had
a bad ear infection and happy that he can hear things. You just
called that person "attention seeker" because they
cuts and have scars on their arm. Well once they probably
don't like their life and people always picked on them and
do nasty things to them to make them feel worthless. They ARE
NOT doing for attention. They are doing it because they are
calling out for HELP and actually have somebody care about
them. If any you do it. Please tell me cause I'm always
here for anyone. you just said girl/boy have a crooked teeth.
Well surely they don't do it just for fun. Words can KILL.
No matter how much you say something like these stuffs I said
and there is more, it's can actually hurt their feeling
when you don't even know it. You act like you know every
little things about them. YOU DON'T. So actually think
before you say something. I hope some of you read this and make
some good choices out there. So please don't judge. if you
have a friend who need help. They can always come to me cause I
can help with anybody. Yes there is time I say something that I
shouldn't say. But I regret it on the things I say and tell
them "I'm sorry" So I hope you make some right
choices in your life cause I will too.
When I hear a song
But I have no idea who sings it
Or what the name of it is
So I try to type some of the lyrics into google
And still can't find it
Heres my story: I was bullied for 5 years. Friends were few for a long time. I struggled everyday with who I was and why my life was the way it was. Why did they target me? Why couldn't I just be normal? Why did I have to be the smart one? When I was younger I often tried to change myself. All I ever wanted was to FIT IN. I'd be lying to you if I told you that I never wondered if the world would be better off without me, that was the lowest point in my life. Often I feel unwanted. I have a good family, I have food on the table, I'm safe, but there are always the moments when I feel like a child unwanted. I've never cut but when I am sad I often dig my nails into my palms to try to fight back the tears. I take long showers because they help me to think about things and sort through any problems. I always feel like it is my responsibility to do everything and make things perfect, but I also often feel like I can never do anything right. I have lost some friends because I realized they were just using me to help them in school, but I always blame myself for it. I remember every little thing I have said wrong or wish I could change and they haunt my thoughts at random moments. Now that I'm in a new school the bullyinghas stopped and I have a lot more friends but my heart is scarred and even if I appear strong to people, I'll never be as strong as they think me to be.
Thanks for listening.
Love,
wordynerdy
The worst feeling you'll
ever feel
is sitting next to the
person
who means the world to
you
knowing that you mean
nothing to
them.
♥ ♥
♥
Today in school we had a group of teenagers from a performing arts school come and do some skits for us. They addressed every day scenarios such as bullying, eating disorders, cutting, drugs, homophobia, suicide, and much more, all in the skits they had put on. Normally I would feel really happy that people were finally starting to address these issues, but no, instead, I felt ashamed. Ashamed, because the students in my school, they laughed. They laughed while the skits were being acted out. They laughed while the boyfriend was calling his girlfriend fat. They laughed while the girl admitted to being molested by her father. They laughed while the same girl held a gun up to her own head. They laughed while the teens cut themselves then did drugs to escape the pressure. They laughed. NEVER is it okay to laugh at these things. I have lost so much respect for the student body at my school because of this. The students at my school don't understand that people in their own school go through these struggles every day. What the students at the performing arts school did today was absolutely magnificant, and the students at my school couldn't even bother to realize it. I'm ashamed to admit that while they laughed, I didn't say a thing. I could have spoken up. I could have told them to stop, and that these were serious issues. But instead, I just watched. I was too absorbed in my own thoughts noticing that if they laughed at the skits, they would laugh at me if I EVER told them that I do some of those things too. The things they addressed today, I will admit to only Witty, that I have done. I have self harmed. I have thought about suicide. I have suffered through many terrible things, and it's a terrible feeling to know that my school finds humor in it. And if by any miraculous chance some of those student from the performing arts school that acted out those scenes today have a Witty, and are reading this, just know that I am truly sorry for the behavior of my school. Just know, that while they may have found it humourous, I found it inspirational. I was mesmorized the entire time you were performing. I was absorbing every bit of it. So thank you, for dedicating your time to our school, even if it may not have been worth it to you. It was definitely worth it to me.
smile
is the one that struggles through
tears
There was a time in my life when everything lined up perfectly. I was on top of the world. I thought, "Life is easy!"
Then came the time when no matter what I did, I couldn't seem to get it right. I thought to myself "Life is so hard!" After all that, I just wanted to sleep. "Wake me up when this is all over.." I would say.
So I learned to ride the waves, appreciate the blessings, and see life for what it really was.
-- An Adventure
