people can say i'm
obsessed all they
want.
but i know that i'm not. just
broken|alone|grieving.
sure most people say,
"by now i should realize
you're gone."
that it shouldn't be shocking.
but the thing is, everyday it still shocks me.
it's so hard to move past this. and i can't
explain why.
it's not being obsessed.
it's loss|love. losing
a bestfriend,
is by far the hardest thing to ever go through.
♥