You could spend days,
telling me how much
you love me but when
it comes to when I need
you.
I am alone in the darkest
part in your mind, the
space and I am like pluto
and the only star that orbits
around my planet
was never yours arms, it
was only my heart that kept
distancing away from me.
Scared that I would only
give it away to the wrong people.
Sometimes, my heart like star
shines at night during your
darkest times and needs.
I loved you.
I still do and it's a betrayal,
in my own battle through
conflics and time.
But you held my hand as if
you were protecting something
so fragile in your calloused hands
in a firm tight grasp of a hand.
I could've spent all my days,
telling you how much I loved
you and how spent my nights
crying out the pain so I can't
tell you how I felt when you
I realized, you were not for me.
We were just never meant to
be t o g e t h e r.
rather we were meant to be..
a p a r t.