When i have breakdowns i still
message you.
I want you to know you've been gone for months,
But you will always be my hero.
Rest in paradise my angel, i love you forever
I want you to know you've been gone for months,
But you will always be my hero.
Rest in paradise my angel, i love you forever
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posted September 1, 2013 at 10:56pm UTC tagged with love, iloveyou, imissyou, rip, alexander, justanotherwittyguy18, inspirational
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- I can’t believe it’s only been three months it feels like so much longer to be honest. I remember May 3rd you were still alive, it was our 4 months and you weren’t online i was kind of bitter but i was like whatever he’s sick. And then the 4th comes and iva ran away she didn’t want to tell you had died and Vivian did it. She just lost it and she told me when she was mad. I don’t even remember what i felt like before i had found out, i don’t remember the happiness you gave me, or how amazingly loved i felt. Recently i haven’t really had anyone to talk to so much. Conrad kind of hates me. I’ve been reading your emails non stop. I mean you cared so much and you were the one dying. Why didn’t anyone tell me? I sure as f.uck would have flown to Croatia. I would have layed on the floor or in your bed and i would have held your hand and kiss your forehead i would have babied you to no end, you would have met me i would have god i would have done something. But instead you aren’t here anymore and i’m left alone. When we dated i honestly felt like you loved me. You know how insecure and stuff i am, but i really did think you loved me. I don’t think anyone loves me anymore and that hurts even more. When i see you and i don’t take my pils it makes me feel like you care. But they will force me to take those pills, but i can’t when i want to die its you that saves me even now. You were always my twin, you are still my twin. Maybe that’s why it hurts so much you know? Because you’re my twin and when one dies the other is missing a part of them. It was only 1150 last night and i was already sobbing. I’m sorry i have failed so much, i was getting better and than you left me. I love you Alexander and that won’t ever end. Thank you for being in my life for those 6 short months, thank you for being my non biological twin. Thank you for being my brother. Rest in Peace Alex, We’ll never be apart now
- Four months without him. It's been 4 months without you. that seems insane to me. it seems like it was yesterday that you were sending me cute emails and telling me how badly you wanted to touch me or to smell me. It's crazy to think where you would be now. I miss you so much it's crazy. I guess i've been trying to deal with the thought that you are gone but i can't really. Over an over i tell myself you are in the hospital and one day you will come back and call me baby and you'll blush when i call you alexywalexy because you call me a poet or you'll tell me how much you love the petname baby waby. It's insane to think i'll never see you again. Honestly that just makes me get a huge lump in my throat. What is life like without you? where are you? I wish i knew. This is the first time in a long time that i wished i believed in "God" i think it would be easier i could look up at teh sky and imagine you there. But instead i'm just a lost boy looking for his best friend. Iva and i haven't been doing so well, i remember those times when you went so far to find her for me, i never said thank you enough. i go back and through this and i just i look at how amazing you were. You said you were in love with me, and i felt it. We only fought once and that was my fault at missing you, if you see this i hope you know i wish we never fought. i never told you because i was terrified of love, but Alexander i am in love with you too. It's really hard you know? to get over someone who died loving you. I think a part of me will always be yours. I'm getting a ring its just solid silver or white gold and its going to have yoru name on the inside adn ill wear it on a chain or on my finger. I have a tattoo it faintly says AF on my ankle i hope to ad onto that and do something more about that too like a picture or something. It;s been really rough without you i can't believe it's been 4 months... I found a guy he made me really happy his name is Danny. H's sweet he reminds me a lot of you, i think if you were here you and him would be friends if like there wasn't me. I'm not sure where i'm going in life yet i draw your name and the date you died on my hand still every day. people think its weird others think its really cute and special. I'm getting that quote on a necklace as well i dont care if it's girly i miss you you made me feel okay. I don't know if i was ever as happy as i was in january. i remember when i switched schools how concerned you were you stayed up all night with me. Danny does that too he stays up with me. We used to date him and i, but right now i think we're trying to be friends. I don't think i'm over you i don't know if i'll ever be. it's really hard. i miss your everything. I just want to wake up and go on aim and you be like Hey baby!!! and then just that feeling. I miss you so much Alex. I will love you until the end of time BabyWaby <3 Rest in Paradise Alexander Fruk May 4th, 2013 I Love You.
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- "You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you, That's where I'll be waiting.” Alexander wrote this on one of his letters, tinkerbell says it in hook, but he said it and now he's gone. It's perfect. I love you Alexander, i love you so much <3
- There is pain in your head, A certain fright in your mind, Little girl you aren't okay are you? A cut left we didn't see, A cry we didn't hear, Little girl where are you? A scream into the cool air, A cry into the soft pillow, Little girl?! Little girl?! A cold silence, A death defying whisper, Little girl are you okay? A pulse that slows, They noticed too late, Little girl where have you gone? A body found dead, A lost soul left alone Alone in this “Perfect” world. Little girl we were too late, Rest in peace and live your fate. Little girl little girl though we didn't see, You always meant the most to me. Copyright 2013 by justanotherwittyguy18 You can use it but ask me first. Dedication goes to Kelsey, she wasn't a "little girl" she is what i thought of while i wrote it though. Rest in Peace Beautiful <3 Fave for more i hink i'll start writting again.
- The worst day of loving someone, Is the day that you lose them NMQ
- I won't believe he's dead Until i'm sobbing on his gravestone, Begging someone i don't believe in, To bring my best friend back. MQ
Same with Micah, It's been a year and memories of all of us together are in the back of my head that won't fade. I still text Caleb's phone, wear his sweatshirts, and sometimes talk to him like he's still here, even when he's been gone for months.. He's here in spirit with his daughter and I and his baby boy.