"I like living. I have sometimes been wildly,
despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow;
but through it all I still know quite certainly that just
to be alive is a grand thing." —
Agatha Christie
People keep telling me to get over it
get over him
and that he's just a stupid guy
thats he's and idiot
and that he doesn't deserve me
but thats just it
he's just a stupid idiot guy
the idiot i fell for
the stupid guy im desperately still in love with
and sure maybe he doesn't deserve me
but i dont care
because i think i deserve him
he's everything i've ever wanted and needed and thats the problem
I
DESERVE BETTER THAN THIS. I
DESERVE better than being treated like one of your guy friends. i
have feelings & thoughts, I'M TIRED OF
BEING treated like i just don't MATTER .&GUESS WHAT? I'M NOT COMING BACK.