I don't know why this upsets me.. I've known what I am to you for a
long time so you leaving as soon as you realized you weren't gonna
get what you wanted shouldn't hurt me this much.
Okay, new plan. Find something you can look forward to every day,
however small or trivial it may be. Drag yourself out of bed. Let's
try things that way.
FYI: having depression isn't an excuse for being unnecessarily
nasty to people who've done nothing to you. It does not
give you a free pass to be an a.sshole.