So though I can't imagine how,
I hope you're happy right now...
Hate overthinking ... :(
I really do hope you're happy.
I cant do this anymore. The fake smiles, the fake laugh. I cant
pretend anymore. Today was the last straw, today you've all hurt me
more than you ever have before. I have never hated myself more than
I do now. I have never cried so much before. Today was just too
much. I cant take it anymore. I just can't.
if you really knew me...
you would know i have never gotten the guy i like.
i fall for them and end up flat on my face. i know
it's never going to really happen for me. there
will always be someone better. and if it happens?
it will be a miracle. people wonder why am i
always alone, it's because i'm the girl who can
never win.
if you really knew me...
you'd know that sometimes i need more than just
"i love you", you'd know that i want to feel beautiful,
you'd know that i want you to tell me straight out how
you feel about me, how you feel about us. if you really
knew me, you'd know that i love you with all my heart,
but i just want you to show me that you love me too.
i want you to show me there's no girl who can compare
to me, no one else for you. i want to be the only one.
sadly, i'm not, nor anything of this will ever happen.
if you really knew me...
you'd know I'm falling apart, barely breathing
with a broken heart. why did you do this to me?
if you really knew me...
you'd know i miss you so much it hurts. we spoke everyday,
all the time, told each other everything and suddenly it
just stopped. i love you... not in the sexual way but in the
friend way as in i really care about you and you're like a
family member, i'd do anything for you. i'll always be there
for you and if you really knew me you'd know not to leave
me like everyone else.
please come back.
