Eight Things I
care about more than people
1.
My Witty Profile Music
(I
change my music every week)
2.
My Handwritten Letters
*See
"My Penmanship"
3.
My Music
(I
will choose listening to Tyler Josephs voice over a family get
together any day)
4.
How I Look
(It
takes at least a half hour for me to decide what to wear)
5.
My Hair
(Ugh)
6. My Penmanship
*See "My Handwritten
Letters"
7. Coffee
(Not to be cliche, but my coffee comes first before meeting new
people)
8. My Gif
Quotes
(I spend hours finding the right gif)
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During those times when
everything else
seemed to be urging me to end it all,
sweet procrastination
kept me alive.
everything else
seemed to be urging me to end it all,
sweet procrastination
kept me alive.
Confesion
I have a serious problem. I don't know how to stop it I have no self control for it. I am a LIAR. I make up my own lies so people will feel bad for me and give me attention and sypathy. I feel like my lying is out of my control. I don't think about it I just say it. I serously need help and I don't know how to stop my self.
I have a serious problem. I don't know how to stop it I have no self control for it. I am a LIAR. I make up my own lies so people will feel bad for me and give me attention and sypathy. I feel like my lying is out of my control. I don't think about it I just say it. I serously need help and I don't know how to stop my self.
He said,
"I cannot make you fall in love with me.
I cannot stop you from falling in love with others,
But I can always kidnap you." hahaa...
"I cannot make you fall in love with me.
I cannot stop you from falling in love with others,
But I can always kidnap you." hahaa...
1. Get a grip.
2. What is WRONG with you?
3. It's not him, it's you.
4. Maybe it's everything??
5. It's you. It's f(u)cking always you.
6. Why are you so god(d)amn jumpy?
7. Seriously. STOP.
8. Hedoesntcarehedoesntcarehedoesntcare.
9. Feelings don't have an off switch, so stop apologizing for what you can't control.
10. You're on your own.
Ten things I said to myself today.
2. What is WRONG with you?
3. It's not him, it's you.
4. Maybe it's everything??
5. It's you. It's f(u)cking always you.
6. Why are you so god(d)amn jumpy?
7. Seriously. STOP.
8. Hedoesntcarehedoesntcarehedoesntcare.
9. Feelings don't have an off switch, so stop apologizing for what you can't control.
10. You're on your own.
Ten things I said to myself today.
i am so tired of having to
play the positive, stable, nothing's-ever-wrong friend when
i'm angry and in pain all the fxcking time
i. yeah, i know you're gay. it's fine, for god's sake.
ii. no, actually, i did self-harm, and while we're on the subject, i tried to kiII myself too. yeah, i didn't tell you and lied straight to your face.
iii. i know apathy is terrible but i'm so tired of being too scared of the pain to let myself really care about anything again
vi. sometimes i genuinely want to leave you behind and cut all ties when we graduate. yeah, we're supposed to be best friends. yeah.
v. i wish... i had never let you in.
i. yeah, i know you're gay. it's fine, for god's sake.
ii. no, actually, i did self-harm, and while we're on the subject, i tried to kiII myself too. yeah, i didn't tell you and lied straight to your face.
iii. i know apathy is terrible but i'm so tired of being too scared of the pain to let myself really care about anything again
vi. sometimes i genuinely want to leave you behind and cut all ties when we graduate. yeah, we're supposed to be best friends. yeah.
v. i wish... i had never let you in.
i.
you are so fxcking needy and it is genuinely pathetic.
ii.
if you can't keep promises, stop making them.
iii.
i'd be hard-pressed to find someone as useless as you.
iv.
ambition counts for nothing when you're a lazy axs.
v.
maybe the reason you can't keep your friends is because you don't fxcking deserve any.
: five cruel things i said to myself today
you are so fxcking needy and it is genuinely pathetic.
ii.
if you can't keep promises, stop making them.
iii.
i'd be hard-pressed to find someone as useless as you.
iv.
ambition counts for nothing when you're a lazy axs.
v.
maybe the reason you can't keep your friends is because you don't fxcking deserve any.
: five cruel things i said to myself today
someone who
can b i t e and
b r u i s e
but also hold
{ me like i'm }
p r e c i o u s
can b i t e and
b r u i s e
but also hold
{ me like i'm }
p r e c i o u s
i
talk pretty big for someone who cries so much.
